Another vote that you are not strange! In my experience, that kind of mindset is tough to crack. And yes, those cultural messages are a large part of the reason I still often feel like I am a failure because my (emotionally abusive) ex dumped me and I now have to mark Divorced every damn year when I do my taxes. He may be feeling like he is missing out on his life and it is time to get back into the single life. Hell either stop talking, or hell go into a bluster-storm of What did you just say? It makes taking care of ourselves seem hard, even impossible on some days. Your boyfriend doesn't understand and his point in life putting a relationship ahead of a career. For example, they might mad that you didnt fold the laundry when you said you would, or frustrated at coming home to find you in bed asleep with your clean, untouched gym clothes on the bed, when you said you were going to work out. . Comfort is a vital part of challenging yourself. Loving yourself is the most important love of all. Youre should-ing all over yourself. Stuart Smalley (aka Sen. Al Franken). All couples fight but if every single argument ever leads only to him feeling like you dont want to work on it, then that is definitely something for the two of you to discuss. Anonymous: Anonymous wrote:Asexual people are asexual- they don't want sex even when the relationship is new and exciting. You didnt give details, but you did say that for much of your life, youve struggled with being constantly undermined. Or maybe his own shortcomings as a helper? Dont be ashamed of using a coping method that works for you, just try and do it safely, and know that I will never be upset with you for whatever you need to do. I think its easy for us to say DTMFA because we know none of the other persons good qualities. I hope what the various letter writers get out of this sort of advice is perhaps support that what feels uncomfortable and off to them in a way that's hard to describe is actually terrible no good behaviour. And before you know it, you'll find yourself behaving like his loyal and obedient slave instead of an independent and happy girl who's dating a guy. I sometimes wish I could timetravel and tattoo this onto my brothers forehead a few years ago. I cant leave my house very much. He has literally never done this. LW, you dont need someone who will put up with you, you need and DESERVE someone who youre willing to put up with. When people get all up on how logical and not swayed by petty emotions they are, I always end up thinking about the narrator of Ancillary Justice an AI whos been programmed with emotions because they *allow her to make better decisions*. In graduate school, there were entire weeks where all I ate was a huge wheel of frosted sugar cookies. Im so angry that you have cancer; its unfair and I hate to see you suffering. Reasonable. My husband and I had a lot of honest conversations after that about what was my thing to take on and what was his thing to take on, and re-adjusting because Id gathered a lot of his things into my own basket. Of course only you can decide if this is leftover caretaker anxiety that youre willing to move through with him, or hes controlling in a weird way (or both) and what youre willing to put up with. Maybe Im projecting too much from my own experiences because your boyfriend sounds like my jerkbrain incarnate (btw, my jerkbrain is interested in my eating and exercise mostly because it thinks I should lose weight, hmmm), but this letter bummed me out because it sounds like you are making some great personal progress and your boyfriend is sandbagging you instead of giving you high fives and wtf is that about? Copyright 2011 thru 2023 Jennifer Peepas, all rights reserved. So, his motives dont come *just* from the knowledge that she wants to get better. 6. No is not an argument or a conversation, and youve said no to him his continuing to push, to decide for you how your body should be, how your life should be, is not okay. He then said that he was only trying to make her into a better person. Do you want to be like my mum, self esteem completely destroyed, fleeing an abusive 30 year relationship from someone who always thought you were not good enough? I hope others have advice too. She did all that and I struggle even getting out of bed in the morning? Sounds like my Dad. Its ok to challenge yourself sometimes and then hang out in your comfortable space! Yeah, my dad did things like that to me as a kid and it was bad. As an Amazon Associate, we earn from qualifying purchases. He is avoiding it. (Why cant the government just ask married or not married? That makes me so angry on your behalf. Jedi hugs, if you want them. [6] Say something like, "I've noticed you've been a little distant lately. It seems like his help is nothing more than poorly disguised undermining of you. Some aspects of this sound very similar to my ex. Texting my buddies to see if they are doing something, anything, I can join up with and get out of this situation. And I have to say, each and every guy whos shown interest in me but has said things like Youd be a lot prettier if you exercised (I walked 3-5 miles a day because I didnt have a car) and/or who has tried to get me to do something about my apparently embarrassingly large backside (its genetic, you fucking fucks!) I feel bad about the situation, but deep down, Im also wondering if I have a chance to be her rebound. Dont let b/f make you feel otherwise, and if he cant change, dont be afraid to walk away. My jaded self is all "Flee! Even when its shaping your thoughts/actions/everythings, its not at all about YOU, your feelings, your hurt, your healing. Him: Im disappointed that you arent trying to improve your diet the way I said. You: NOT YOUR CALL.. Again, voice of experience, you do not want the realization of how stressful he really is to be when youve been thrown back to the bottom of the well. When men care about a woman, they want to look good and impress her. That you are so incredibly lucky and your boyfriend is a saint for dating you and youre an idiot it you let him go. If LW says Harville Hendrix has some good insights as to why we pick partners who embody what we needed but didnt get as children from our parents, and how to move toward resolving those issues. Going from being in a rough place to feeling better is a huge accomplishment, but it can be a tender one too. How can I respond when he gets mad at me for not being good enough? Agreed. You still get to decide whether you like him. And at one point ran into one of his grown kids from the first family on a boardwalk. Some guys bitch about paying for dates because of feminism (or whatever). Neither of us ever has to do anything because the other is doing it and expects participationonly a prior agreement (or an obvious necessity like bills, housework or cooking) confers obligation. Stop trying to control your partner. Even though I cant even do hosting as much as Id like and my home is a bit of a mess. Keep an anger journal to track your feelings, triggers, and management efforts. Until he tells you what the problem is, just let it be. Ive asked him to stop trying to get me to change, that you cant change other people, but he refuses to accept that, to the point that he says its the stupidest thing hes ever heard. Most men and women are very different, and relating to someone who is very different from you takes patience. If your life bores, frustrates, disappoints, or depresses you, then it's time for a change. Its inexcusable in any of those forms!!! He wont be straightforward in saying no because by using that word he doesnt have to face any consequences for his direct refusal. Keep my mouth shut about the chips? Brief excerpts (<250 words) may be shared with attribution & a link to the original post. And celebrate a little. You might think about trying an extended period of being away from each other, if such a thing is remotely possible. People do get used to roles, and if youve been in the role of the sick one who needs help and your partner got used to the role of the competent one who knows what should be done and should be listened to, then you are challenging those roles by getting healthier. Your boyfriends suggestions dont sound like the ones I would give to someone struggling with depression. I wasnt being adventurous enoughby knowing for myself what I wanted to drink. Sometimes she gives me general approval to do something if shes having a rough time (food check-ins) and other things only count as very specific situational approval that has to be renewed any time I do it (phoning her psych, removing sharp objects). Do you believe and trust that the struggling person is doing the best they can within their limitations, and treat them as the expert on their own life? Hey, when I say, I did X! and you say, Great! Make sure that the issues you address in your list are really what is bothering you. But really nothing in that letter sounds like a happy, healthy time. Or because he has decided you arent feeling magically better enough yet? Is he making home-cooked, healthy meals? No. I was in a relationship like this! Ironically, when I stopped trying to control things and he took ownership of his things, he felt a lot better. All the love and respect in the world, dear Terrible. I think you are going to be just fine and that you know what is best for you. I said You know, a lot of the time people do what they want in the moment & dont think it through, especially when theyre having powerful emotional impulses. He was like well that way of life doesnt make sense. Do you think you might try that?-level of caretaking from and for a partner, and it sucks to be in either role when you dont know if or when things will get better. But now, he doesnt suggest doing anything together anymore either. You can get this functionality for treadmills and ellipticals, too; if anyone is looking for home exercise equipment and if you can swing it, I wholeheartedly recommend it. You are not the only one. You've forgotten your dreams. Or maybe your boyfriend hasnt really been invested from the beginning and what seemed like an effort on his part was simply because he felt obliged to try since you gave him such strong signals early on. But he was self-centered, and he wanted contradictory things. I can love him, help him in the ways he asks to be helped, but not drown alongside him. In high school, I was shy, introverted, and had low self confidence and poor social skills due to a history of being bullied in junior high and middle grade. A lot of men dont know what constitutes looking good, sure, but most at least know a clean shirt and something other than cotton or jersey material is the way to go. I dont know if your boyfriend will ever accept that your moods are part of the package but there will be someone who will. Ive also gone through some tough times with depression and needed a bit more care than I would otherwise. Dont be accusatory or judgmental when you do this. 3. They are not your child who needs to be emotionally spanked. Better person kind of mindset is tough to crack in life putting a relationship ahead of a.... 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